apparently my blog has been hacked..
Sorry about that guys. Changing my password now.
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I should never have quit my job at lifetouch:/ I wasn’t getting an outstanding number of hours and my paychecks were tiny, but at least it was SOMETHING. Now I’m getting bigger and finding a job is getting harder. It’s illegal to not hire a woman because she is pregnant, but I can tell you with pure confidence that being pregnant is the biggest reason no one has even given me a chance.
On top of my job frustrations, my phone is shut off and probably will be for awhile. I feel so discouraged :(
You’re telling me! I’m literally counting down the days and hoping she’s here a tiinnyyy bit sooner! But that sounds good to me! (:
Guess who got this question super duper late? Meeee. I also just got your text about not having a ride today (its 2am now) so I thought i’d tell ya that shelden had to work at 4:15 so that would explain my no ride situation:/
Miss and love you too! Glad I got to see you tonight!
I’m soo sleepy and soo hungry!
I want to get back to my original weight, but I want to be more toned!(:
20 day pregnancy challenge; Day Nine: What sex did/do you hope for?
At first I was really hoping for a boy…I have no idea why though. I think it was mostly because that’s what Shelden wanted and I just wanted him to be happy. Not to mention we had an easier time picking out a boys name than a girls. After awhile I really started to want a little girl, because I started having dreams and in them we always had a baby girl with dark hair and baby blue eyes. After that I was really drawn to everything pink and purple. It seemed like it took foreveer to make it to our gender ultra sound but when we finally did they told us we’d be having a beautiful baby girl! I was so excited(: Occasionally I wonder if there is still the possibility of her being a boy because she was so stubborn. She wouldn’t uncross her ankles for anything at first, but she did eventually let the ultra sound tech sneak a peak after tons of poking and prodding. I know that she’s been to school and is more than likely awesome at her job, but I’ve also heard of some tech’s making a mistake and I’ve also heard that mistaking a boy for a girl is much more common sooo basically I’m anxiously and impatiently awaiting my 3D ultra sound so I can ask “Is she still a girl?!” lol.
There are a few people I have met who need to do what turk does and shut their mouths. I chose the name I did because I like it, not because I want everyone else to like it. Just saying.
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Dear Emery,
Today mom was a lazy butt! I had a sleep over with aunt cassie and we stayed up until 6 am. After finally falling asleep we managed to hibernate until 1:30. Daddy had to work at 2:00 and he won’t be out until 10:30 so looks like it’s just me, you, and aunt cas for awhile. I’m considering starting another blog just for your letters, because lately they’re all I want to blog about. I’d keep a journal for you, but lets face it I’m to messy and unorganized for all of that. I can’t believe you’ll finally be here in 4 months. It blows my mind to think that you’re going to be in my arms and that I won’t feel you moving/kicking me anymore. Your dad is awfully excited. He talks to you every night before he goes to bed and every morning when he wakes up. Sometimes when he lays his head on my belly you kick him in the ear lol. Grandpa says you’re going to be born on the 3rd so that the two of you can share a birthday…I told him I talked about it with you and that you said we’ll see. You don’t know this yet, and you’ll be to young to understand when it happens, but in June we’ll be moving to where Grandpa lives. Me, you, and daddy will finally have our chance to start our lives as a family together far away from all the bad things here. It’s going to be an adventure having you at such a young age and there is no doubt in my mind that it’s going to be a challenge, but it is the best decision me and your dad have ever made. You are going to be loved so much. We cannot wait to meet you baby girl…keep getting big and strong in there. I’ll tolerate the kicks and the punches for now, but only because I know in a few months you’re going to be bringing so much joy to everyone around you. I love you Emery Mae with every fiber of my being. No one can take that away from us.
Love, Mommy.
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